Today one of my girls showed me a scapbook she made. Lots of pictures. Photos of her and her whole family. Then I just thought, if I'm gonna have a daughter, I'll also make a scrapbook with lots of photos. I wanna be a mom already each time I'm with the kids. I really do! But how can I be a mom if I don't want any guy ever in my life again? Well, there's the artificial method. Then again, how sure am I that I'll have a normal kid. I just want to have a daughter..... What a big problem.

Hmmmm..... I was reading the entries in our org (UP Journalism Club) logbook today and there's this part where the we were asked to describe the other members. Then everyone described me as "flirt", "makati pa sa makating kikay", "play girl" and "always on the go". In other words, they see me as a playah. Fine, whatever. After all, my BFF Dano and I are two of the hottest playahs in playland. Haha!

Then again, how could they see me a s a playah when I have been dateless for three years? Yes, three years. Unbelievable? Yeah, even my mom thinks so but she considers it as her blessing. I'm tryin' to figure out why people think I'm a playah (a hot playah) when I really am not into dating anymore. Let them think that way coz I'm kinda likin' it. Haha! So let the games begin.

Know what, I'm takin' back the quote I got from Laguna Beach season 2. "Hate the game, not the playah". I go for love the game AND the playah. I'm a playah (as perceived by the people around me) therefore I love myself. Haha!