Wahhhhh!!!!!! I fell asleep with my contact lens on! I thought I took them off before I had my nap. But my eyes are fine. They're not red and they don't hurt but I had a hard time taking them off, I almost tore them off. I'll really take them off before I sleep. I don't wanna be blind! I think I'll start wearing colored contact lens so I won't be confused if I still have them on or not before I sleep. Then again, I'm practically fine with the color of my eyes which was the reason why I'm wearin' transparent contact lens.

I'm having a boring life. Really, I am. I'm getting bored of the things I'm doing coz I've been seeing the same people at school, at work and at home. Is it bad? I guess so... There's no drama in my life lately. Maybe I've been in my comfort bubble for too long and no one dares to penetrate my comfort bubble except for my friends and my family (not to mention my mommy who bursts my comfort bubble for fun and who is in Davao now which is good coz I get to have her house for 2 weeks) which makes me think people are scared of me. I remembered when my friends and I played a game at Cello's. We said our first impressions (good and bad) to each other and Mark M. told me he was scared of me coz he thought it was hard to get in my bubble. In other words, I'm not friendly?! Huhuhu..... I've got to do something about it. Ok, from now on I'll be the first to greet my acquaintances. I won't wait for them to greet me first. I'll smile often. Wait..... I'll be Ms. Congeniality. Haha! Not that extreme. I'll just try to be friendlier and start conversations once in a while.

Since mommy's in Davao for a couple of weeks and my brother's at my aunt's place for also a couple of weeks, I have mommy's place to myself. You think it's fun? It isn't. It's sad coz mommy's not around to talk to. Since I don't have the time to cook and I'm not into cooking dinner for one, I've been eating outside lately and I intend to do that til mommy returns with lots of suhang davao, marang, lychees, atis, pineapples and more suhang davao-- my most favorite fruit.

While having lunch at mommy's fave place in Antipolo (the place she asks me and my bro to eat when there's no real food at home), I overheard a couple havin' serious (and I mean really serious) talk with each other. The girl was on the verge of tears as she explained her feelings coz the guy's allegedly not spending enough time with her. She said she missed the time the guy spends with her when they were still on the getting to know each other stage. Then Mr. Obnoxious Guy explained his side and said the usual guy excuse-- he's too busy with work. Define work? Work has two meanings-- work as in career or working on another girl? Then the guy kept on reassuring her that nothing bad will hapen to their relationship. Yeah, right. Whatevah!

Whenever I see couples like that, I thank God. I thank Him coz uncertain feelings like that don't strike me. It makes me realize how lucky I am being on my own, doing my own thing and not worrying about obnoxious boys. There are people who are blessed by God with special someones but there are also those who are not. I say, don't fret if God doesn't like giving you someone special-- it means you are too special in His eyes that you don't need someone to complete you. He made you extra special. Like a special commodity-- limited edition/ all-in-one. His love and everything in you are more than enough to keep you goin' which makes you one of the greatest creations of God. Now that you've realized your full potential as His masterpiece, it's now your responsibility to share it to others not just with one person but with all the people around you.