I'm a bit down now coz I'm missin' someone, really bad! I don't know why but I'm having deja vus with this guy. For no apparent reason, I can't keep him outta my mind! This is not a good thing-- I don't want any guy buggin' me. I hate this feeling!

Anyway, I'm keeping my self busy with school, work and org matters. I started studying for our exam in economics next week coz I'm really not that good in deriving equations and solving income whatevers. As long as I get paid right and I spend my money right who needs the economic equations? I've been writing press releases and my girls are having their periodical exams this week so we need to study big time. Their usual statement, "Teach, I've gotta get really high grades so mom could buy me a Bratz doll". Then ACLE is on Thursday and as one of the hottest chics in the finance committee of JC, I have to be really pretty and get sponsors for the event this week. Oh, as the marketing committee head of our graduation committee, I also have to contact lots of companies and people to sell ad spaces for our yearbook. That was what I did for a living before so I'm lucky enough to have a reliable network. We're working on the marketing portfolio now.

I really want to be busy as much as I could coz I'm trying to avoid being attached to this guy or to any guy at all. But still I miss this guy! I'm really going crazy. These past few weeks, I usually spend my free time convincing myself he's not special at all.

At the tambayan today, the JC girls were all laughing coz we were talking about our weird dreams. Haha! The wet dreams and such. Then the conversation drifted to psychological whatevers coz I told them I started writing when I was 3 but I was left handed. When I started school, mommy asked my teacher to teach me how to use my right hand. From then on I use my right hand when I write only and I use my left hand in all other things. I read that if you made a child write using his/her right hand when he/she started using his/her left hand, the child will have psychological problems. It would be hard to find out which part of the brain is dominant. No wonder I grew up a talentless kid. Well, not really talentless, I could write 5 press releases in an hour. Isn't that a talent? I also learned to use my butt if both hands are busy. Nike made us imagine some situations and from there, we could analyze our personalities. I found out that I fall inlove easily but I take precautions like I don't easily barge in the guy's life. Then I can't handle long distance relationships and I want to be the first to end up the relationship but I want the break up to be clean, no bitter feelings. Lastly, I found out that I fall inlove easily but I don't get over the separation that easy. That is so true!