I'm really missin' him-- BADLY! Not even a hot grande cafe mocha with a shot of mint and a chocolate walnut chocolate can cheer me up. A sit-in at Nike's scuba diving class with hot guys could not cheer me up either. Heaven's sake! Why am I feelin' this way?!!! I'm not like this. I'm usually in control. I always have the ball. If I don't wanna think of somebody, I really won't think of him. But this guy (without his awareness) has been in my mind for the past month. During the first weeks, I can still ignore him and go on with my life. But he's gettin' in my system now.

Whatever happens, I'll still do my best to get him off my mind. That way, I could be more productive than usual. Like this day, instead of bummin' around at the tambayan, Nike and I went to Balara High School to invite them for the ACLE tomorrow. After class, I did some marketing tasks for Journ Club and went with Nike to her scuba diving class. Then I did some org-related stuff with her and my other orgmates for the ACLE.

I went to Starbucks Katipunan and met Dano who was studying for an exam on communication theories. I swear, Dano could be the next Marshall McLuhan! While he was drifting in the world of critical theories and cultural theories that affect the flow of communication, I was drifting again in my subconscious which this guy has been dominating for the past few weeks. What must I do to get him outta my head?! I wish I am drifting, literally drifting a Lamborgini on the streets of Monte Carlo.

Anyway, enough of him. I have lots of things to do tomorrow. Classes in the morning, ACLE in the afternoon, merienda with the mom of one of my girls (maybe her daughter got really high grades this quarter so she decided to treat me), a trip at the printing house to have the marketing portfolios printed for the graduation committee and a night out with my orgmates. I'm gonna be busy tomorrow I pray he won't pop out of my mind even for only a day and I'd be really thankful.

I wonder why people think of other people who doesn't even think of them? Oh, I also have other things to do. I have to finish my ethics report on Monday, work on my thesis, update my website which I kept on putting in my to-do-list for the past 6 months, start preparing for my yearbook pictorials and write the press releases due next week.

Convergys called today to inform me I'll start on October instead of this month coz I'm still attendin' classes. The current training schedule overlaps with my school schedule. So I have the responsibility to finish all my subjects this semester so I could start work by October. I would like to point out that after my 6-month contract with Convergys as an agent, they'll transfer me to their PR department coz of my PR stints before I landed a post at Convergys. It was my decision to take the inbound position job offer first coz I believe I couldn't be an effective corporate PR practitioner if I could not relate with the employees.

Everyone, I'm askin' for your prayers regarding my career endeavors. Thanks! Love y'all!

Haha! While killin' time at Starbucks and while Dano's still in the world of theories, one of the cute guys Dano and I saw during our last Starbucks hang-out arrived. Hot as usual! He's the one who has a longtime girlfriend. He kinda recognized us. I was not in the mood to flirt today so I didn't give a damn even if he's just at the table next to ours. Not even when I noticed he was checkin' out my legs coz I was wearin' a cotton mini skirt and even when Dano left me alone for this guy to approach me. Na-ah! No boys this day within 24 hours!

The ghosts of Christmas past hunted me tonight! After the first hot guy left, second hot guy arrived.The guy who was checkin' me out while he was with his girl. Tonight, he was with another girl. I really think he's a player. He's still checkin' me out. How come each time I "discipline" myself on guys, that's when they keep comin'? Stars are really blind. Haha!

Anyway, Dano and I were blabbing our angst with the current yearbook EIC (I need not mention his name), I don't wanna elaborate the issue but all members of the graduation committee hate the EIC.